Train to Mumbai

The compartment is almost empty.

I put ma bag on the upper berth.

laid down on ma berth... felt sleepy...

mom's words : "take care of ur bag, don sleep off"

i opened ma eyes, yeah the bag's there. Actually no one's around.. nothing to worry.
hmmm...can ve a quick nap...
I felt some shadow on me.. open ma eyes... a tall gentle man, standing just beside me, putting his hand in the bag up there.

" grrrrrrrrr!#$%&* " making that funny voice, jumped up.. he jus turn around.. n pushed him down on to d seat.. ma hands tight on his collar..
'm jus about to punch n break his nose.. he is gone pale, eyes bulbed out..his voice..." sir...ah' i am seat number 12...earmmm...eh here... n ...its.. ma.. bag...sir ".
I was not ready to listen to anythin atall. but he said..! i tilted ma head up... ma blue bag is sitting on that corner there n looking at me n givin that dirty smile of his.

Oh s*** wat did i jus do... ab iss ka mai kya karoon..

i took ma hand off him... made his colar straight... put his shirt alrite....:" sorry sir"

i ve no clue wat to do...leaned back to ma seat.... hiding ma face behind ma hand..'m behaving kinda mad...dono how to face him... he is still sitting in the same position with same xpression... i said "sir... i am really sorry..ok... ah!.. u r a... u knw.. u r a good man... yeah"

he took his bag n was on his feet.... jaate jaate, i heard him sreamin : "yehhh... paagal hai, paagal", thank god there was no one around... but the poor fellow never came back to his seat.

Suicide call ( part-2 )

Plz read the earlier part first n then this one, else u may not understand it.
cntd..

...she said with a plain face " i committed suicide last night"
i was flat on d ground
................fainted off..........................

When i opened ma eyes... i was on d bed, a few of ma Friends around. I am at a hospital, ain't i?

" yes, but u r alright, jus relax arfaz" that was ma friend.

"Oh! common, wats happennin... wat happened to me, why 'm i here?"
The nurse came in..." sssshhhh!!! plz let the patient take rest, al of ya leave plz"
this gettin on ma nerves now, i jumped from d bed, to feel the bloody bad head ache, i cud see needles stuck to ma arms.

" hey someone tel me, ll ya?"... one of ma frendz came near by, n said "yaar don worry, u jus collapsed at home, were on d ground when d milk boy came, so neighbours informed us n we took u here, good that the door was opened"

ah' was it al a dream or was it real.... " Liya? " i asked. he gave a very sharp look, was silent for a few moments, those moments went like hours for me...he said " ar... arfaz... who told ya?" ... " told me wat?" oh common speak out.

"Liya... she committed suicide this morning... but how do u knw, wat made u ask this, we din want to tel u this now, as ur not well, but Vick said u called him in d morning or somethin"
vick is gone wid d body... arfaz r ya okay..

no i really was not... , i jus fell onto d bed, may b the effect of d medicines... don wanna say, that i fainted off again

i later found the broken piece of her bangle at ma place... blood stains on d door. Din tel anyone abt the incident, 'll luk scary or stupid... but no one ll ever think, why did she come to ma place... may she wanted to tel me somthin!

Vick told me days later, that the reason for their break up was 'me'. He thought she had a crush on me, n he was gettin more n more possessive. Vick says, he has really felt that she loves me, whenever ma name comes in their conversation.

When she was asked to chose between me n him, her answer was " 'd rather choose a friend whom i trust than a Bf who does nt trust me"

the whole episode of liya, is jus unbelievable n unforgettable... n the pain of loosing such a sweet friend ll sustain for ever...

but wat did she want tel me? she left, with some questions unanswered...